Nothing's gonna change.

⇨ You're an ugly crier. / Monday, February 13, 2012 (3:21 PM)

I've been watching Bridesmaid for more than 5 times this month, just to kill time I guess since I'm like caged in a prison or even a cage like a tamed bird. But one thing I have to be sure about would be this show is a must watch, well probably for the girls! Would boys wanna watch such a movie with too much dramas? Apparently not, duh.

I keep opening Youtube tab on my Google chrome but I can't seem to type any keywords of videos to watch, and I ended up listening to Chris Brown's songs. Irresistible I suppose, especially when he sings Strip and the music video was a killer. Not exactly quoting about the girls with bikinis on though, it's just Chris Breezy and his chest tattoos, his charming smile. Infinite beauty of a boy hehe.

Oh well I'm really looking forward to this Saturday, 18th since I'm heading out of town after a year I guess. But what's weird is that, I'm going without my parents and brothers. At least I get time off after a hectic year though. Not saying that I wanna shop till I drop but I swear I wanna at least get something from KL. Non-replica things of course! Not to mention, I wanna get spectacles too! Guess I'm really excited, exuberant, everything!
What I'm hoping for now is free wifi at our apartment? Just so I could connect my iPhone and use the net?

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⇨ Me plus you equals...... / Saturday, February 11, 2012 (7:12 PM)

We all clearly need trust in a relationship. My idea of love may be similar to others' perception of this gloriously deep feeling but as much as I can expect from my boyfriend would him being my best friend. A best friend who would always be there when I need a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on. What's best, having a boyfriend who wipes away your tears. Count it as a bonus for having a best friend for a boyfriend. One thing I'm proud of, I have a soul mate who invests his trust on me and takes really good care of me than anyone else (other than my family of course). I keep saying this but it doesn't really hurt to say this again. So.. I really am grateful to have my boyfriend.

Lately you've been questioning if you were a bad boyfriend to me, and you asked me to list out the good things in you. And remember what I answered? "I can't explain these things." They say love don't really need a reason but I came across these tumblr blog and it's funny how it reminds me of you. I couldn't answer you the other time cause I don't know how to put things in words. One thing's for sure, you've got that thing in you that never fails to enlighten my day.

Uh huh, I love the fact that you like to impress me with your V-neck shirts. But it would have been sexier if you wore white! Most boys wear more black than white, and reason being "It matches with my outfit." But I don't really mind though. Especially when I first hanged out with you about 3 months ago, you wore a V-neck shirt! It tickles me to think of what kind of friends we actually were before.

From friends to crew mates to lovers? Call me lucky.

I love how you take the initiative to text me first every single day. I would call this a habit of yours but I'm sorry you have to take the larger effort to text me. Hehe, well I do text you first, don't I? Occasionally. But it doesn't really matter, does it? In addition to this, why did you think I kept your thousands of texts in my phone? It makes me happy reading them over and over again, even though I might have bad and messy fucked up days. Another thing I really adore about you would be those random texts from you, assuring me that everything's fine, everything's gonna go great between us. I'd usually get emotional reading those texts, pondering over the fact that no one else had told me such silver-tongueish words. That I really really really have to be honest to not lie about!

Just like any other boyfriends, you love playing with my hair and keeps an eye on my hair and every little particular things on my hair. I remembered you telling me that you loved my fringe in the opposite way rather than my fringe parting to my left side. And apparently, you gave me a little haircut just to make me look like your ideal girl with very scenic hair. Even though your plan to make it look scenic failed, I really appreciate that you appreciated me the way I really am.

I'm really proud to call you my best friend, my boy friend, my soul mate, my brother :')

And your plans to take me to the beach?
I'm looking forward to hit the beach with you, my dear. :*

I don't know why I came up with this random post but since our third month anniversary is coming up this Monday,

HAPPY3RDMONTH, RAFIQ SANUSI!!!!!! :)

We don't really need Valentines' day, do we!

I love you. ♥♥♥

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⇨ what? haha / Sunday, January 22, 2012 (3:49 AM)

I miss you so much I feel so numb I don't know what else to do.

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⇨ without you. / Friday, January 20, 2012 (1:39 AM)

♥RAFIQ SANUSI!!!!!

I fucking miss you, love :(

(sorry for the vulgarity by the way)

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⇨ Psyched / Wednesday, January 4, 2012 (2:33 PM)

It's official, our results are going to released next Monday, the 9th. Of course I'm nervous, who isn't? Especially when I know I didn't do well, but one thing's for sure, I did my best and I really hope my family and even friends believe me in how I did. Apparently, I'll be coming to school alone, like a boss. Haha, since results will be released at 2, we have to be there by 1.30. Hmmm, well I got alternatives for school though. If I unfortunately don't get into Poly, can I just take the ITE path? ITE's not a bad place after all. Who knows I'd do better there? I really need someone to talk to about this. Sigh.Yes, I know how important education is, but can I just take things slow? Double sigh. I'm feeling numb & dumbfounded now. Geez. Gotta stop thinking about this first.................please.

On the other hand, I'm demoralized cause my dark circles were showing so clearly and Elf noticed them. The most random thing I did when I woke up half an hour ago was definitely surfing the net, tips for removing dark eye circles. Not being a surprised, cucumbers, cold spoons and ice cubes helps though. But the thing that's bothering me is the intake of fruits and vegetables. Adui, how can I eat those? I can't possibly force myself to eat them, I'd probably throw them all out. Hais hais hais. Forget it, I don't care already.

I'm hungry, I shall cook myself lunch. :)